Update from the update from yesterday....lol

One day I'm going to come up with some more impressive titles. After I posted on my blog last night, Kendall, the first guy and I had a really terrible disagreement. It's a long story and I won't get into details about it but it ended in me apologizing and calling it quits. It didn't matter what I said, he always found a way to put it back on me and I was tired of it. We both said what we needed to say but he still kept finding a way to keep it moving. I don't think he really want things to go down the way they are but I don't know how else to handle it. I am ready to move on and I can't really do that with him around. I do hate I told him that I regretted a lot of things but things were getting heated and I was tired. It was late at night and I was trying to relax. I know I just started this dating thing but I think I am ready to stop that too. I just want to pray that God sends the man for me at the appropriate time. It could be he has sent him but I don't know. Only time will tell because although I'm not really choosing them, the ones I am meeting all have something going on with them that makes them relationship challenged... I am enjoying my vacation. I have nothing to do but it's nice to not have to work until Tuesday morning. I know it's early in the year but I did need this time off. I just wanted to give an update on lastnight's shocking turn of events.